17

You have NO idea how many times I have typed out I love you, only to delete it.

You scare the fuck out of me.

16

I am fucked beyond any humans imagination.
A yellow tint under my nose.
A cold sensation, my eyes dim down to a halt.
Noise is just a fantasy.
I am free from simplicity.
I am fucked up and I know that I am fucked up.
Being fucked up is just a fantasy.
"Be a fucking man and just stop."
Make me.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
I have no reason for this.
She is my reason.
Thank you.

15

This new love is more pain than I can bare.
Love has a whole new meaning to me, a pure, simple meaning.
Her soft lips caress my mine.
Her body is pressing against mine, I am alive.

Tear it apart, pull me into you.
I know this is a chapter, please make it two.

14

The ways of the world and love's words
are killing me.
I am dying inside.
I have always believed in love with pure passion.
Maybe I am wrong.
Maybe I have walked the wrong path, and looked for the wrong answers.
I will never know,
and I'm at peace with that.

13

I feel like I am a nuisance.
I am inventing a new sense.
Passion.
Let me get fucked up.
I swear Ill blossom.

12

I have slipped away.
I have lost sight in what I am wanting to fulfill.
I am back, I will never run again.
This is me, this is the path I have been looking for quite some time.
Let me live.

11

Is love possible at first sight?